My baby's first birthday!
The love of my life is just 1 year old...
I'll spoil her with love for many more years to come.


Listenning to Pacific! - Sunset Blvd

words are very unnecessary

I take my time... I see it by far.

I take the powder. I cuddle it soflty into the barrel.... Then i take a bullet. I carefully slide it inside.... I take some more powder to ignite the cock.... I pull it back... I feel the weith of the gun... I calculate the wind.... I pull the cock back.... I aim... I see my target.... Still... not moving.... I loose my muscles.... I take a deep breath.... Concentrate... I am one with my target.... I gently press the trigger till it gets hard enough.... I shoot.... My foot again.
Though limp, i will try it again when i can walk good enough.

Listenning to Depeche Mode - Barrel of a Gun & Behind the Wheel

You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that you were strong enough,
To even make a start,
But you'll never findPeace of mind,
Till you listen to your heart,
People,
You can never change the way they feel,
Better let them do just what they will,
For they will,
If you let them,
Steal your heart from you,
People,
Will always make a lover feel a fool,
But you knew I loved you,
We could have shown them all,
We should have seen love through,
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes,
Covered me with kisses and lies,
So goodbye,
But please don't take my heart,

You are far,
I'm never gonna be your star,
I'll pick up the pieces
And mend my heart,
Maybe I'll be strong enough,
I don't know where to start,
But I'll never find
Peace of mind,While I listen to my heart,
People,
You can never change the way they feel,
Better let them do just what they will,
For they will,
If you let them,
Steal your heart
,And people,
Will always make a lover feel a fool,
But you knew I loved you,

We could have shown them all,

But remember this,
Every other kiss,
That you ever give
Long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man,
One you really can surrender with,
I will wait for you,Like I always do,
There's something there,
That can't compare with any other,

You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that I was wrong enough,
To think you'd love me too.
I guess you were kissing a fool,
You must have been kissing a fool.