Take the blues away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lMJW4V49Yc

Groove Armada - Song 4 Mutya

Funny, how history repeats itself. "Always look into the future" they say, but somehow the past keeps repeating itself over and over like a scratched record. Even if you change the rotation to 45, it will keep on playing that sound. Here i go again. Story of my life. Its fucking pathetic... i can almost laugh on my chose course. I keep on barking on the wrong trees. So far i could find a whole bunch of them.

Must get ready for the storm now.

Listenning to Jimi Hendrix - Red House Blues (Atlanta - live)

...To know a thief.

How many times i pulled this same stunt... Lost count.

Listening to Green Day - Time of Your Life ( Good Riddance )

It takes a thief...

"I do miss you a lot, and i am getting more and more involved.... but i'm just not ready to start a relationship now"

Listening to Green Day - Time of Your Life ( Good Riddance )

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

Pushes me away
Pushes me away

in Pushing Me Away (piano live version) - Linkin park

Just another dog

When you get hurt enough in life, you have some difficulties diving into situations that would offer the possibility of hurting you again. Every animal does it. Thats why we have control over dogs, cats, monkeys, hamsters... not fishes though...they have a memory that lasts some seconds. So if we were fish, we would be happier, then our memories wouldn´t come in the way when we see some resemblance in a situation.If one gets to a point where the fear of getting into trouble, usually one backs out. This applies to all your day-to-day situations. When taken moderately, no harm done. But imagine when taken up a notch... Like lets say your love life... That can be a problem. Many times its your sub conscience who does it, and you just say: " i dont understand why, but i cant be with her/him", or "i dont know why, but i cant compromise with that girl/boy"... So you deny your needs and feelings..Many people live like this, they do try though, but everytime, that residual memory gets in the way... Reflexes.....

.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ivan_Pavlov

listenning to Nothing Like You and I - The Perishers